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[July 3rd, 2008 10:50 PM] |
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I've become somewhat of a recluse lately. I.. haven't been sleeping so well, and I didn't want to end up being cranky about anyone. I've been having some pretty vivid dreams... it sounds so childish, but I've not been wanting to sleep, just to avoid them. And that isn't a good cycle to get into. I've been so tired, it's enough just to get my homework done on time. But it seems to have passed now. Luckily it only seems to come in phases.
Niisan, Gaara, Rufus, Shiz, Laguna.. .ano, everyone. I'm sorry. I should have at least tried to post something but.. even looking at the screen made me feel sleepy. I can't remember much of this past month at all... just classes, faces..
Give me a week.. I'll be back with everyone. The good thing about this elemental flare up is that my light element is helping me sleep better anyway. If I can get back on schedule.. I know that I'll feel a lot better. But.. it sucks that I can't see Gaara... or niisan. They have dark elementals... what if I ended up hurting them?
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[July 2nd, 2008 03:28 PM] |
Naturally once I finally get the nerve to get out of my room my stupid abilities get messed up again.
Damnit.
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[July 3rd, 2008 12:41 PM] |
I'm not dead, guys.
Who wants to hang out?
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[July 2nd, 2008 05:25 PM] |
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It's been so long since I last wrote in this. I was so busy trying to make up the work I missed while I was in Neotopia that I buried myself in school assignments and neglected everyone else. Now that I'm caught up, I apologize for disappearing for such a long time.
I hope the school fixes the force that regulates our elemental powers soon. Lightning bolts shoot out of my right hand whenever metal is nearby. I've been holding onto a couple of copper coins to absorb the stray lightning, but if the metallic force attracting my elemental powers is stronger than my fistful of copper some of my power still releases. The village should have objects more powerful to keep my lightning in check. I think I'll stop by the shops this afternoon or tomorrow.
Thankfully the other elemental shards in my hand are weak enough not to be triggered by the elemental imbalance. I wouldn't want to be burning or freezing things in addition to electrocuting them.
[OOC: Quick question. The elements only going haywire in the school, right? So anyplace outside of the school premises should be safe?]
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[July 2nd, 2008 01:23 AM] |
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...I'm going to be hiding out for awhile, don't worry I'm fine I just need to think...Don't look for me...
See ya guy's later...Oh and Guy, thank you for the blue prints their Wicked awesome. *Grins*
ooc: PS: I got a new Email becuase Hotmail SUCKS...well for me.. yunoikisoma@gondtc.com
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[June 30th, 2008 03:46 PM] |
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Life has seemed to have calmed down a bit lately. I don't know if it's because of my meeting with Shiz - or maybe it's that my mind has been off of Muraki as he hasn't been around....or maybe it's seeing Tsuzuki again. I don't know what it is, but I feel more at ease.
That was sappy, which normally isn't like me. But I guess it's as I've been saying. Things are really weird.
And now I'm babbling, another thing that really isn't like me. I guess maybe I just need to get out. Due to my 'problem' I was unable to leave my dorm room for long periods of time...so maybe I've gone a little stir-crazy...but that doesn't sound right either. Maybe it's willingly being near Muraki again...Or these mixed emotions about seeing Tsuzuki I don't know. Maybe I should hit up the town. A lot of people seem to like to go there to get their minds off things. Maybe it will help...
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